What is this blog?

Hello everyone!

I’d like to thank everyone who has followed the blog for sticking around despite me not being active on here whatsoever for the past two months. I apologise for that. I honestly wasn’t feeling very inspired or motivated to do anything with this. Over the last couple of weeks, I’ve been thinking about what I want to do here going forward. This originally started as something that was meant for me to write about 500 words a day about whatever I wanted, then I thought about possibly tackling some larger writing projects which… never happened. I feel a large part of why I stopped writing here and never did any of the writing projects I wanted to do is because I just 100% was trying to do way too much. 

I was looking back at my 2020 year in review post and immediately saw what I just mentioned above: I was trying to do way too much. Working a full time job, learning 3 different languages with 3 different tutors, and maintaining other hobbies and being able to relax? Yeah, not really happening! So, the past couple of months away from here have been an interesting learning experience for myself which I thought I would share here.

The major thing I did over the past couple of months was deciding to let go. But, what to let go of? In previous posts, I talked about learning Mandarin Chinese and Japanese, alongside with Korean. Well, I officially gave up Chinese and Japanese. I thought about possibly doing self study only with Japanese, but let’s look at my experience with the language: it’s a language I had said I wanted to learn for over 10 years, and let’s be real, I can’t even read or remember all the hiragana. I’ll always have a soft spot for Japanese media and culture in my heart, but I think it’s safe to say that learning the language is not for me. And that’s okay! I gave up on Chinese because… it’s hard. I just couldn’t grasp it at all. I think I gave it a fair shot with 2 months of lessons and got through HSK1 lesson 4. I even tried learning apps alongside the lessons and those weren’t helping either, so I figured it was time to give it up instead of forcing myself to continue with it.

So, that’s one of my 2021 resolutions completely obliterated. Although, it also reinforces my resolution of just focusing on my passions. With two languages done, I can focus on Korean which I am still loving and it’s going very well! I do 2-3 lessons a week (depending on availability of my tutor) of Korean which is nice just focusing on one thing.

Another thing I did that I talked about getting rid of, was going back to social media! I think a lot of it has to do with who you follow and what fandoms you want to participate in on different platforms. I went back to Instagram but instead of stressing about posting 1-2 screenshots a day, I just post whenever I want and want to also focus on myself and other interests/hobbies as well. Yeah, the 2,000+ likes are gone but I don’t really care about that anymore. With Twitter, I left every single KPOP fandom and hardly ever post about it anymore. I lurk official accounts for news now and that’s been a lot better than actively participating or following fan accounts. I still very much love KPOP and listen to it still, and will support my favorite groups and soloists, but I have finally found a very healthy balance of it for my mental health and am able to really enjoy it again like I used to!

So, with all of that out of the way.. I have been thinking about the blog again. I know I wanted to write about BTS and ENHYPEN, but I think when they release new music I may write about them. I’ll leave the theorizing to the lovely experts over on YouTube. What will I write about then? I think I’m going to go back to: writing about whatever I feel inspired by. Really though, this blog is just a very big journey and learning experience for me, and I’d love to see that continue as life goes on.

Over the next few days, and yes I really truly mean it this time, there may be some small tweaks happening visually with the blog, and I will be updating the social media panel, sidebar, actually posting an about me and about the blog section, and making a post about this new thing I bought the other day:

Playstation 5 disc version, bought from Playstation Direct, photo by me.

Yes, your girl finally bought a Playstation 5!! I have entered the next generation of console gaming and it is fantastic so far! I got incredibly lucky with Playstation Direct after 4 months of trying to get one. I have another controller, some hopefully nice controller skins, and my beloved Demon’s Souls remake coming in the mail soon. All my thoughts and feelings will be revealed about this lovely console in a post over the weekend! 

Until then, thank you for reading. Feel free to leave a comment, even if you just want to say hi. I appreciate you!

Screenshot Sunday – Spider-Man: Miles Morales!

In my last post, I mentioned how I wasn’t really feeling Instagram these days. And that still holds up. I decided every Sunday, I will post roughly 5-6 (or more) screenshots from the game I am currently playing or a game I have recently finished. What better way to start than with Spider-Man: Miles Morales, an incredibly fun experience with a solid story that was definitely worth going through more than once for the platinum trophy. I had so much fun with this one. I’m a fan of Spider-Man in general, and really loved the first game that came out a couple years ago. Also, it was nice to play as Miles and learn more about him. I’m glad he seems to finally be getting more recognition these days. He’s a great character and a great Spider-Man. The ending left me very excited to see where Insomniac Games is going to take the story next and whether we will be playing as both Peter and Miles. I’m hoping that we can or at least get the choice to!

My favorite thing about this game was definitely Spider-Cat. Spider-Cat is part of the Bodega Cat Suit and is unlocked at the end of the game after completing the main story. You also have to complete the sidequest, Looters. Once you have that sidequest done along with the main story, all you need to do is visit Miles’ apartment which will then unlock the post end game content which includes paying a visit to Teo’s Bodega for the Cat’s Pajamas sidequest which unlocks the suit! It’s entirely worth it, and I have screenshots to prove it!

First off, Spider-Cat appears in all the cutscenes… I picked one of the first cutscenes in the game to avoid huge story spoilers.

Peter Parker and Miles Morales in Spider-Man: Miles Morales by Insomniac Games, captured on PS4 Pro by me.

Spider-Cat is also in the loading screens giving helpful tips.

Miles Morales in Spider-Man: Miles Morales by Insomniac Games, captured on PS4 Pro by me.
Miles Morales in Spider-Man: Miles Morales by Insomniac Games, captured on PS4 Pro by me.
Miles Morales in Spider-Man: Miles Morales by Insomniac Games, captured on PS4 Pro by me.

Honestly, that last one is my absolute favorite for some reason.

And of course, Spider-Cat is very cute and snuggly in the selfies!

Miles Morales in Spider-Man: Miles Morales by Insomniac Games, captured on PS4 Pro by me.
Miles Morales in Spider-Man: Miles Morales by Insomniac Games, captured on PS4 Pro by me.

The photo mode in this game is also really good. I like that more and more games are including it now. I might load into the game again in the future and mess around with it a bit more since there are stickers and different lighting methods you can use as well.

That concludes my first Screenshot Sunday post. Apologies that this one is on the shorter side. I’m hoping to get these to be a bit longer as I get used to doing them, so look forward to that! 

Until next time, stay safe friends!